grimdarkfandango

newest level of work avoidance unlocked: sitting at my computer with my glasses off. can't work if I can't see
it's at least slightly closer than the previous levels of avoidance, standing in the kitchen watching haikyuu on my phone or openly playing honkai star rail instead of looking at my emails

I know I just have to shove my brain into a basket and shake it around some but uuuughhhh

I keep trying to bribe myself to get work done but that is failing rn so I just gotta keep cycling through the coping techniques and drag myself through with my fingernails IT WON'T EVEN TAKE ME THAT LONG PROBABLY I just need to. do it. doooooooo it

UUUUUUUUGGHHHHHHHHHHHH

/complaining

(this is also a coping technique) (sometimes complaining DOES work)

Update: did like an hours work with jenn holding me accountable god bless